Banwari uljhan

I want to shout I want to cry out loud, I want to break all the ties, I want to say things that should not be said I want to be alone forever, hide in a place where no one can find me!! I know nothing changed, what I have done to you, it was so inhuman, but I am still with you, and I am dying in every moment!!! Now at least i am trying not to bother you, so after 3 years of tight grip I am opening the knot, and now i  realized,there is no invisible thread between you and me which i was trying to hold. It is already broken by  ignorance selfishness, and self ego. Tears are not controllable.But, you will be in my wishes and you'll find best one for you.Who,will understand your worth,not like me!! Last 6 years was gem for me, and I hope its same for you!! I always use to say that no one can love you,more than me. But, that's not true, there is someone who will love you more than anyone

Bat 1 din purani hai, Aaj social media par scroll karte huye ek post dekha, hmari Finance Minster ne kaha ki "मिलेनियल्स का माइंडसेट ऐसा है कि वो गाड़ी खरीदकर उसकी ईएमआई देने के बजाए ओला,उबर या मेट्रो लेना पसंद करते हैं" Kyuki ye news tv par nahi dikhayi jayegi. Isliye social media par dekha or wahi tak reh gayi, sabse phle to ek naya word sikhne ko millennial, aur dusre pal pata chala wo millennial to mai hi hu!! Par ab is millennial ki halat to metro aur ola uber me travel karne ki bhi hai nahi madam finance minister "Nirmala Sitharaman Ji" kyu ki as per your advice we millennials are selling pakoda's now!! Arrey!! Zee ke office ke bahar!! Phle sarkaar faisla kar le ki hume pakode bechne hai ya EMI bharni hai. Kuch time phle tak mai neutral thi, na goverment ke against or na goverment  ke support me. Kyu Ki mere papa bjp supporter hai, or muje dar lagta hai, kisi or se nahi, apne relatives,friends aur apne well wishers se!! Kyu ki tv chanels par desh ki

Is bade shehar ki chakachaundh me khud ko dhundhla sa pati hu, Kuch bhi kar jane ka zazba to hai,par fir kyu har kadam khud ko rok jati hu, Din bhar jin rasto par apni raah banati hu, kyu sham dhalte hi,unhi rasto par Jane se katraati hu In bade shehro me bheedh bahut hai, jab chaha zamane bhar ki khushiya dhund lati hu, par kyu rat dhlte hi khud ko akela pati hu Na kpde mere chote hai, na nazare meri unchi hai, fir bhi kyu yu hi raah chalte sabki nazaro me aa jati hu. Hasna meri aadat hai, par fir bhi naa jaane kyu ye hasi sabse chupa jati hu!! Mai phle to yu naa thi,jab tak ghar meri duniya thi ! Sab kuch kehna aata tha, ab is duniya ko jab se ghar bnaya hai!! Har pal rok di jati hu, ya khud hi ruk jati hu, Insaan hu isliye hasna muskurana sikha hai, apna haq jatana or pyar dikhana sikha hai.. par bhul gyi thi isnaan sang ladki bhi hu. Isliye khud ko kuch rok k ik alag rang me rangti jati hu!! Kuch jada nahi chahiye muje, shakti ka to rup hi hu mai, bas mere har faisale par p

Bahut bars beete premika bane. ab jeevan sangini banana hai, jeevan ke har pal ko choti choti khusuio ke sath bunana hai.♥️ Subah garm chaye ke sath akhbaar nahi un do ankho ko pdhna hai,Bahut bars beete premika bane. ab jeevan sangini banna hai♥️ Har wo baat jo abi muje rok deti hai tuj tak pahuchne se , unhe bin bole hi bas ankho se yun hi kehna hai♥️ Teri duniya me apni duniya dhundna hai,Rat me kya banaau ye univsrsal sawal bhi to puchna hai, Suno Na bahut baras beete premika bane ab jeevan sangini banna hai♥️ Har sham tera ankhe bichaye intezar karna hai, ab khud k liye nahi tere liye sawrna hai, kyu ki bahut bars beete premika bane ab jeevan sangini banna hai♥️ Pure hafte hazaro farmayishe kar, Sunday ko bike ki back seat par..thora saj swar ke chote shehar me badi si duniya ko dekhna hai♥️ Haa, janti hu sirf khushiya nahi thori dikkate bhi aayengi, par un uljhano ko ab akele nahi tuj sang suljhana hai, bahut bars beete premika bane ab jeevan sangini banna hai♥️ Roj subah

Ab har din tutati Or har din fir se banti hu, Apne kuch feeke pade sapno ko Fir se yun hi tatolti hu!! Jaha se shuru kia tha, Ab b wahi khadi hu, Par har ek galti se sikhne ko mila Yahi soch k aage badhi hu!! Is duniya me sabki ek raah hai, Par jo meri raah hai Us raah ko ab bhi dhund rahi hu!! Har din naya hai, Par waqt ab bhi thra sa hai Kuch to hoga Bas is dhun me yun hi chal rahi hu!! Kisi k sapne ko bnane nahi, Khud ke sapno ko pura karne chali hu!! Ab un sapno ko bas band ankho se hi nahi, khuli aankho ss bhi dekhne lagi hu!! Zindagi ki daud me khud ko zra dheema sa mehsus kar rhi hu Par is daud me sabse aage niklne ki tyari bhi kar rhi hu!! Ab khane ki bhukh se jada, sapno ki bhukh hai, mana ladki hu,Par hunar Barbara ka rkhti hu!! Isliye apne kuch feeke pade sapno ko yu hi tatolati hu!! Words of Neha✍️

Be little cheerfu and little wise!! sometimes life gives you sweet a d sometimes it gives you sour lemon with some spice!! But never loose your confidence,smile and fight again.Cause you can not live your life twise!! No matter what happens!Be strong! Everyday is a new day,wake up!! and shine like the sun. Your happiness is important and some money too. but life is game and every time game would not on your side!! Words of Neha 🖤